Gave up.

I give up.

I can't stand it anymore.

You just don't know that you're the person who's making me cry huh?

Yes, i cried this few days because of YOU.

You kept asking me why am i crying.

Isn't it obvious? I'm sad.

Today , you hurt me again. You've hurt me many many times,

Still , i act as if nothing had happen.

But this few days, i can't seems to smile or laugh .

Even if i did, its all fake. Today, I ask you to meet me cause i need you,

You walked pass me twice, i kept calling you,

But you didn't hear me. You text me, & ask me where am i.

I said concourse. You ask me to go look for you as you were outside the GO.

I told you i was eating, & you said " Ohh.. I go first then."

And i replied " >: " , & you replied,

"Oh . bb " . You don't even bother to walk back to the concourse to look for me.

Today during recess time, i saw you.

You ask if i'm okay, I didn't answer you, i just walk away.

I didn't answer you cause, i'm not okay.

I don't wanna tell you i'm not okay , cause you'll ask me questions.

I was hoping for lesson to end faster, so that i can see you.

I was hungry, decided to go to the nearby 7-11 to buy food.

I looked at the time, it's almost 2.

I quickly paid money . And i ran back, under the rain.

Cause i'm afraid that you won't be able to find me.

And now, I'm sick. Cough , fever & flu.

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I've cried too much.. Way too much..